Thursday, September 8, 2011

This Time Is Different..

I don't know why, but this time really is different.. I find that I don't care to eat carbs.. I really don't miss bread so much, I don't miss ice cream like I thought I would.. Don't get me wrong, I still have those moments when I'm starving at the store (I know, it doesn't happen too often, but it does happen) where I want to go see my boys Ben & Jerry.. But I resist and walk right on by.. which is getting easier and easier, the skinnier I find myself getting..

Right now, I've not seen any difference in my clothes.. But I've noticed my face is slimmer, and my thighs don't jiggle quite as badly.. lol.. But then again, I've only lost like 13 lbs so far (yeah, I weighed myself again yesterday and I'm down to 243.6 lbs), and since I started out at 257.0 I figure it's gonna take a loss of 20+ lbs before I notice anything getting smaller again.. Yes, I'm taking my being able to wear size 16 as a NSV.. but I want to be able to wear them without worrying about my rolls showing.. ugh, rolls!

I was thinking today during Zumba "I really hope I don't lose my butt or boobs" during my weight loss..  I love my CURVES.. I don't love my ROLLS!  Does that make sense?!  In my mind it does, so I'm going with it.. :)

OH!  I finally put up my September goals!  And 2 out of 4 of them are weight loss related.. and the other 2 are life related.. I'm hoping to get back on my anxiety and ADHD meds.. when the sun goes away, I will stay in bed ALL DAY!!  so I need to nip it in the bud and get my meds going again.. and the other, of course, is the same as last month: FIND A NEW JOB!  lol


  1. Sorry to break it to ya, the first thing I lost was my boobs!!! Went from a C to a B!! I hate it, but in the long run, I love it. Just a fair warning.

  2. It would be so much easier if we could select where our weight left our body LOL