Thursday, October 6, 2011

Noticing Things..

Okay, so I'm starting to realize that my house has become a prison, of sorts.. and mom or dad, if you are reading this (which I hope you aren't), it's nothing you all have done.. 

My grandmother is out of town, so my mom and I are feeding her babies (fur babies, that is) while she's gone.. I walked into her house today and felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.. honestly, it was like the exhaustion I'd been feeling was gone..

I hate that my life is cramped into a small room.. and it's getting worse.. I basically work and sleep anymore.. on the random occasion that I actually get out of my house, it's only with my besties Amanda or Cassie..

I'm hoping that with my new job (and benefits) that I can start my meds, get therapy, and MOVE OUT OF MY PARENTS HOUSE.. lol.. I sadly think that one big reason I'm not succeeding in weight loss is bc it's not my top priority.. right now, my top priority is staying afloat, without totally screwing up what normal life I have..

Sadly, the meds part won't be happening til March, but I will be moving out in January or February.. :)


  1. I'm sorry that you're feeling a bit "cramped" and can certainly empathize. BUT (and there's always a but right?) it WILL get better. You're a strong woman. And I feel that you;re right in the aspect at succeeding at weight loss. You've got so much going on right now that it is weighting you down. BUT (yes again) you're going to be fine..better than're gonna be GREAT!! and before you know it January, Feb and March will be here before you know it! until foot in front of the other with your chin up.

  2. Ugh, tell me about it. I'm fed up of being at home with the parents too!

  3. Wait . . . your parents know you have a blog?? Ahahaha - not one of my family members knows I have a blog. Thank goodness!!