Confusion..

This post has been a long time coming.. Honestly, I'm ashamed of myself, but I've got to put this out there, because it will hold me accountable..  So here it goes..

My eating, even if it's in smaller portions, has gotten out of control..  I'm eating things that I CAN eat, but prolly SHOULDN'T eat..  Like tortillas.. or pasta..

I do eat my protein, but for the past few weeks, it's not been as much as I first started out.. this is mainly because I don't like milk again.. ugh!  I'm gonna try to start drinking milk again.. we'll see how that goes..

Over the past few days, I haven't been feeling much up to eating..  I thought it was originally because I got coffee on Sunday (instead of the non-fat hot chocolate I ordered) and drank about 1/4 of it.. Then I remembered that I wasn't supposed to have caffeine bc it dehydrates VSGers quickly.. BUT, now I'm not so sure that's the main reason why..

I've been drinking a lot of water, and I'm using the bathroom fine.. and yet, I am still finding it hard to eat.. No pain, just nausea.. it's like I'm back at the beginning of this whole thing.. and as I look at things, I'm wondering if this is something to do with it being my TOM..

I also have gotten out of any habit I made in the past few weeks.. So whoever called three weeks into the new year, I hope you get your reward.. lol.. This weekend I plan to work on some sort of a schedule for working out.. and I plan to get back into my cooking Pinterest recipes..

Here's to making better choices, and kicking laziness in the ass!!